Mushrooms! Not the Magical Kind

It's amazing what you can actually do with crayons without a coloring book.  Thing such as this I find around the yard to draw from life. Upstate NY has wonderful varieties of mushrooms.  I drew this when I came back from Colorado after the last man who broke my heart. I was homesick and very lonely in Colorado. What was I thinking leaving quiet upstate NY for a loud obnoxious Front Range city? Oh! That's right!  I let my emotions take over my huge heart.  Pains.

Fairy Magic

 

               I have not drawn anything in about 20 years. I used to draw wildlife, (especially sharks) fantasy, and dark gothic landscapes. All of my art, my music, and my sanity all got destroyed by a bully who did not want to see me shine. I did not believe in myself anymore during and after the abuse, and I really believed I had no talent like the bully suggested. I am never putting myself last again and I will just take it one day at a time and keep sharing my art while I improve. 

                This for me is part of my own therapy, to give birth to new ideas, to find a new start for anything, and for finding the expression I could never release